Hey everyone, dang its been a while since i have updated. Anyways life is going pretty well i guess, im single and i think im gonna be single for life. Almost everytime somthing weird happens and i end up getting hurt from a person i like. It seems that everything goes fine until a month or two later... Im gonna stop finding a girl and just wait till god open's ma eyes to see the true gal that will be with me forever. It might be a year, or it mighit be a while... OH wells things happen... Anyways im gonna be back home in about a few months from now. Im not sure what my plans will be when i get there. I miss home yet when i get home, im gonna miss ma other home which is ATL~~!!!!!!! anyways I hope everyone is having a great year right now.. well im out take care

peace out!

Today, yesterday, and tomorrow... seems that every day seems to always end up being weird.... I think somthing good is goin to happen in ma life and then somthing inturrupts it........ Somtimes i wonder, if wat i am doing is right, or wrong.... i never  know... im soo stressed out with ma liife .............. I seem to be losing my focus on this world.... I don't know if what i do is for ma self or for god... I pray every day asking " what he wants me to do" ..... I never really understood my place on this earth... Yesterday, was a day when i had  to be mature.. i had to tell this girl... if what we were doing was good caus she had a bf... and i didn't wanna get to serious or anything. I thought that us hugging and holding hands and all that was kinda not good .. i felt like she was cheating her bf or somthing.. So i had to tell her that maybe we shouldn't do it... Yet at the same time when I hold her hand and when i hug her and just rap ma arms around her... it just makes me soo comfortable, makes me at peace.......but I know all that is good but NOT right at the same time.. thats why im a bit sad... cause right now isn't the time for me and her but im happy i made a good decison!!!!!Over all.. im drained sooo much... i just wanna cry.......................................................................................................................

dangit.. this is crap!

HEy guys its been for ever since i been on this dang thing.... Well all i have to say is i am just fed up with everyone talking about and my business.... it seems that people are just beein rude and inconsiderate to others.... the hombois, i thought were my boys are being bums right now,.... they always talk to me about chardai.. and all that crap... i mean its over... things are back to normal with me and her.. but noooo people have to start drama again and its making me reallly mad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have to say that i was about to kick some.... but i didn't cause as a christian ur suppose to hold ur position in what you believe in and if i went off on them it would destroy my christian faith..................... Well things right now are ok... i guess. im living my life ... tryin to fix all the problems that are goin on.. but i know that only god can heal me from all this crap.... soooo anyways im out...........

im tired and resless and annoyed and mad, and sad ,and depressed ......................... bye bye!!!!!!!  cya!!!=)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!